My Beginning ; My Forever

A few more days and it's going to start .
My first Mid-year examination since 2009 . duh!
It's like a totally new experience for me .
Scares the shit out of me . Not really .

Nothing much really to share .
It's just that my place is at the back of the micro-oven classroom .
It's super warm in that micro-oven room .
Furthermore, for a "tall" person like me to sit at the back .
Goodness! I think I'm going to suffocate.
But of course, everything has it's pros and cons .
Mine is I can ask my geniuses classmates around me .
and can have some fun at the same time .
But seriously, the place kills me .
I'm melting there man.

As usual, I still suck at my Chemistry .
Thank God, I caught my Physics and Biology back .
I thought I was going to flunk my Sciences .
That will be a total No-no to me .
It's all left to my Chemistry .
but, there's still some good news .
Today, after school , Thanks to some great people , I'm able to grab my concepts .
I little bit more practise and I'm able to secure a pass .
and a bit more memorising and I think I can ace it .

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EAST COAST PARK TOMORROW with Churchmates .
and be sure that I'll be studying there :)
No time to lose .

argh.

Again, my nightmare are already arriving .

I can't make it this time, can I ?

Things aren't the same .

Seems like you missed me and I heard it ( Thick Skinned :D )
hmph!
Anyway, what am I going to update you about?

How about how worried am I on getting a straight C6s for my Sciences .
How about that?
Anyway, last Friday .
Went home at 4.30 .
Its remedial from 12.30 to 4.30 .
and I was thinking, I wonder what O level students are doing ?
I really hope they weren't just playing somewhere outside..
when WE are having remedial .

Everyone is in MYE mood .
and so am I .
12.30-1.30 - E.Maths
1.30 - 2.00 - Chemistry
2.00 - 3.00 - Physics
3.00 - 4.30 - Biology

And teachers pity us . Therefore, they didn't forced us to go .
but in the end, I did go for all except for Chemistry .
I need a break too , okay .
My eyesight is getting poor . Awwww .
Well, I'm sitting behind .
Too short to see .
Too far to see too .
and furthermore, it's so WARM in that bloody place .
It's like the only place where no fan can reach you .
Grrrrr .
But yea, I kept changing place .
From end to another .
It's better .

Friday night was revision with Meihong .
So is Saturday .
10am to 12noon is all about A.Maths .
1.30 to 5.30+++ is all about Physics and Chemistry .
and again, my eyesight is blurred than ever .

I want ...
I need ...
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a sleep .
When will I ever sleep peacefully ?

LOADS and LOADS of things is happening .
Which is to be trashed and forget .
Don't let anything be your extinguisher
Whatever .
I don't know what to post now .
Maybe, all the best for Mid-Year?
Regards to all who cares .

Last Post Until You knew it .

Hello dear people of the world,
Here I am again for the last time until I say so again .

Mid-Year's coming and all I could think of is
my Chemistry and Physics .
Goodness . When I'm thinking of the numbers and formulas,
I could think of nothing .
It's like, I know the formula,
but I don't know how to apply it .
I'm going mad soon .
I was surprised that I can cope with Biology .
It's like at first, I think I'm hopeless .
But now, I think I'm doing just fine .
English and Social Studies too .
Geography, I'm not too sure.
But my English Language Summary and Comprehension skills has improved .

Let's talk about today .
Did English Comprehension today .
Did last year's paper .
and I think it was pretty understandable .
It was last year's End-Of-Year .
and the Sec3s last year sure is lucky .
I totally listened during Physics today .
and I guess I wasn't paying much attention during the last few lessons .
Gosh, how many chapters was that ..
E.Maths or should I say A.Maths was the same .
All homeworks I have is about Maths .
Social Studies test today .
Managed to do, but didn't manage to finish .
LAST SENTENCE wasn't done . Awwwww .
The sad of all .
Social Studies Lesson ended at 2.30pm .
And we had Maths Remedial until 3.30pm .
I could see that the whole class was trying to pay attention .
Just that we all couldn't take the boredness .
and we all were pretty lifeless already .

Oh, btw, I went home early today .
FOR THE FIRST TIME .
All thanks to Siti and Clara .
Clara sit our route . and I hope she wasn't lost .
Lots of homeworks but it sure was fun during class ..
When everyone agreed on the same thing ..

My mood is getting better and better each day.
I guess it's us who creates our disappointments .
Don't be anal everytime . :)

Mid-Year Time Table.

IT'S MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS !
It's MY Mid-Year Time Table .
Therefore, don't come comparing it with yours ,
Because it's MINE :)

4th May 2009
- English Language Paper 1
- English Language Paper 2

5th May 2009
- No Paper means NO SCHOOL :)

6th May 2009
- Elementary Maths Paper 2
- Social Studies Paper 1

7th May 2009
- Geography Paper
- Elementary Maths Paper 1

8th May 2009
- Biology Paper

11th May 2009
- School Holiday

12th May 2009
- Additional Maths Paper 2
- Chemistry Paper

13th May 2009
- Additional Maths Paper 1
- Physics Paper

14th May 2009
- No Paper mean NO SCHOOL :)

15th May 2009
- MARKING DAY

Wonderful and Magnificent

Today...

With my own eyes and ears...
I had a chance to ask him about myself .
He told me "You're doing well in school and you're excel and...
you should use your talent to serve my ministry... Music Ministry..."
I was overwhelmed and I cry my heart out...
and I cried and cried and cried . He really touched my heart .
I am so happy . We are so happy . The whole church was overwhelmed by his presence..

Tita Annie to have a baby girl in 2010 .
Ate Donna to have a baby boy by this year .

We live by Faith and not by Sight .
But today, you showed us who you are...
Thank You, Big Guy .

I told myself today, "Jeichiel, you CANNOT let anybody be your extinguisher"

BLOG UPDATED :D

Over and done with: It Started with a Kiss & They kissed again

Over and done with: Boys Over Flowers (Korea)
Off to Causeway point for:
17 AGAIN
Upcoming Tests:
Social Studies and English

Maybe, it's just a fairytale I shouldn't have thought of

E-Learning Day + Today

It was my school's E-learning Day yesterday.
Some may took it as a "NO SCHOOL" day ..
but for some, it's still a school day..
Just that it's at home .
As I was saying . I'm half of both .
i woke up at 11am +
Because I was interacting with other people from this online game
( which you don't have to know ;D )
I did the e-learning from 12pm to 6pm .
My butt was aching from sitting for so long ..

Had some problems with Social Studies and English .
Goodness .
Shan't elaborate about it .
Since it's my own humiliation . LOL .
Really nothing much .
Perhaps, it's some simple matter .
that the teachers told me "Don't worry Jeichiel, Everything's going to be alright"
Crap . Nothing much that day onwards .

Moving on,
I woke up late .
I was too hooked up with my book the night before ..
I was about to finish the book .
and I'm about to move to my 2nd book .
Oh well,
Shall edit this later .
I'm about to go .
AT LEAST I UPDATE :D
sayonara!

GOOD FRIDAY

"LYING ON THE FLOOR, READING A BOOK"
That's one for Azhar .& make it a colourful one . HAHA!

Good Friday it was yesterday.

and went to church early in the morning .

and I finally knew the SEVEN LAST WORDS / PHRASES.

• The First Word: "Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing." (Luke 23:34)
• The Second Word: "I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise." (Luke 23:43)
• The Third Word: “Dear woman, here is your son.” (John 19:26
• The Fourth Word: “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?” (Mark 15:34)
• The Fifth Word: “I am thirsty.” (John 19:28)
• The Sixth Word: “It is finished!” (John 19:30)
• The Seventh Word: “Father, I entrust my spirit into your hands!” (Luke 24:46)

Each phrases got it's own meaning. CLICK HERE
to Found out.
and be amazed (:

On the top of all that .
I was able to do a performance in front of the whole church.
First time singing in front of a whole crowd .
But it a nice experience tough .

Out I go to Vivo City to meet Shan, Jun, Carl and Zar .
However, it was Shan's turn to go for her Good Friday Mass .
While the rest of us roam Singapore .
Merlion Part, Esplanade, Suntec City .
Such a good way to forget all your worries .
Especially to this people who are taking their Os this year .
All the best guys!
Dinner at Pastamania (by LWJ)
oh great .

& anyway, you readers should spent some time to forget all your worries .
Life isn't full of depression .
We might not be able to escape our problems .
But we can always set them aside .
and relax our minds first .
Go and find some time to set yourselves freeeeeeee . WEEEEEEE !

As for my schoolworks .
I wish I could escape them all .
E-learning this Monday .
and I don't think I can do them because my house computer is so stubborn .
School is open again this Tuesday .
and all I wish is to have more strength to face this piles of works .

If things can't go easy, then go on, hard .

MARKSMANSHIP

Firstly,
I pass my MARKSMANSHIP Badge !
So people out there on calling me a Bobo-shooter .
Don't even dare to call me one now.
Because I got 78 Points !
15 Inside 1 Outside .
I was like screaming when I knew I pass .
I didn't expect myself to pass that high too .
and ok, I'm just very happy .

I also realised, I'm in a total mess right now .
Seriously totally messed up .
And I'm like trying very hard to keep eveything on track .
All Thanks to the 4-days holiday .
I have time to keep them all on track . *Phew*
Nothing much for today .

Going out tomorrow .

600th Post .

There'll be no more crying in the rain prepare a bucket then.
Congratulations to me for having my 600th post.
Thank you to this blog, for always being with me , everytime .
How I wish, happy times will go back .
Misses; 6Valour'06 & 2E4'08

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do?

What or How would you react if you faced your weaknesses?
To tell you the truth, you'll feel pissed off all over until
you know that you totally got nothing to think of .
Face it, it's the truth .
How I wish, I can overcome it .
Why of all things! AAAIIIYYYYYAAA!

And one thing I hope to do is to go around bitching people.
You know, to give them some "attitude" face .
hahah . That would be cool tough .
Bad Girl, Jeichiel !
I'm still as cowardly as ever .

I have nothing to post already anyway .

You want me to post my boring life here .

I doubt anybody is interested anyway .

I shall share it then .

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I always wanted to wake up at 5.45am .

But I always ended up waking at 6.50am .

Goodness . I think I need to sleep earlier .

I MUST SLEEP AT 12am ! That's my new resolution . LOL .

That's Biology for me as my first period .
Ms Nafisah said that there will be a test . or Quiz .

and my whole class including me thought it's a level test .

Therefore, we studied like mad people .

In the end, it's just a quiz .

A MCQ . and I don't even know the answers .

Tell me I'm not stupid .

Social Studies was fun like ever .

After that was A.Maths . TRIPLE PERIOD .

and I was about to die, because my stomach ached during the "surprised test".

and in the end, become a homework for me .

yea, for me . Well, we're supposed to hand in by the end of the bell .

and because I missed some of the questions..

I didn't hand it in .

and I hope I will know how to do them at home .

Recess , Mother Tongue, English then Dry Shoot .

Ok. I don't feel like continuing ..

Makes me more lazy ..

Unpredictable..

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

I know what you're thinking .
But too bad, it's wrong :)

Short post today .

LOVE THE SINNER BUT NOT THE SIN

postscript : CHEMISTRY > BIOLOGY > PHYSICS , it's called TRIPLE TROUBLE .

heyhey, meihong's here!

Hey there everybody!
Firstly, congrats Jeichiel to be the New Student Council President! =D
I shall reveal who i am afterwards.
So, of cos! today i post this won't be that simple.
It's regarding SOMEONE whom i think is too much. =]
I remember attending one CME lesson and the teacher told us,
" If you don't want people to do to you, then don't do to the others"
And that was the golden rule which i find it super meaningful! =D
Of cos, after hearing and seeing so much its time to complain
here yea. If you find yourself damn guilty upon reading this.
I felt that it is the bloody time for you to apologise. W**.
Please la, so what's with older than us? You didn't give us the respect
we need, why the toot should we respect you? THINK ABOUT IT.
Maybe you find me kpo, but i see and hear it ENOUGH.
No big deal maybe thats what you think. but what you did to Jeichiel,
when jeichiel want to tell the other person, you stopped her.
thats what you do to her LAST YEAR. I am bringing back the past.
Doing those things over and over again, hurting her.
What on earth is this man?

P.S. Jeichiel gave me the permission to write this, so your comments are unwanted.
Thank you.

Investiture 2009

Finally, investiture's over .

Came to school early to do the flag training for the flag pullers .
We camped there from 7.30 to 8.40 .
Not too long tough .
Anyway, went back to class for English and Biology lesson .
Goodness.
All I was thinking was RECESS . RECESS and RECESS .
But for once, I didn't eat . ^^
Chemistry was afterwards .
All I could think of is GO OUT . GO OUT . GO OUT .
We're having Level Test .
and my mind was flying somewhere else .

When it's time to leave, I was like " Finally! " .
Investiture was okay .
Except for some funny moments .
that during the first "sitting" command .
Some councillors forgotten and forgot to sit down .
I was laughing behind the curtains .
And lastly, the last "sitting" command .
where all EXCO didn't hear the command and did a Kallang Wave sitting .
They claimed I was the last one to sit down .
and I said " No , I wasn't " . LOL .
About the speech and pledge .
I wasn't with my body .
I was shaking while standing there .
and thanks to the podium, people don't see my shaking leg .
I was REALLY nervous .
and all I could think of is to finish the speech .

It sure is a fun experience looking at your own mistakes .
Well, everyone make one .
and I'm not an exception too .
Also, when you see the people in front making you laugh .
You just can't help it but laugh too .

And by the way, tomorrow won't be the same again .
I guess expectations would get higher .
But all we have to do, is climb that expectations ...
ONE STEP AT A TIME ..
All the way, people .

Good Afternoon .... Thank You ....

ps. Your comments are unnecessary , just shut them .

Thank You .

Believe the Impossible

Have you thanked God today?
For your new life everyday
For your family
For your friends
For your sadness
For your sorrow
For your happiness
For your excitement
You haven't? I think you should .

Reflecting upon myself .
I learnt that I'm not thankful enough .
I tend to forget to thank God when I get something I want .
When I want something, I'll call him and he'll answer it .
But when he answer it, I always forgot to thank him .
But today, I knew, that simple word "Thank You" means a lot to someone .
Believe it , Simple things like "Thank You" or "Sorry" means a lot .
We take this words for granted with no sincerity at all .
But when they are most needed , we forget them and carry on .
And without realising it, we are being unreasonable ourselves .

Another thing is, because of one simple tiny mistake people made,
we forgot about many good things they did for us .
Even tough its a huge mistake , don't they deserve 2nd chance?
Let me tell you, they do . They do deserve 3rd, 4th and 100th chance .
Don't you agree with me ?
They've been your friends for years and months .
Just because one day, they back stabbed you .
You'll totally hate them to the core .
It's not possible to bring back the past .
But did you think that, somehow, they've been part of your life .
and because of one mistake , you'll forget about other 100 good things they did .
This is called humans .

Today, we can make a difference .
Make someone happy by thanking them today .

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Church today .
and after that, there's some kind of mini-celebration at home .
Like some kind of reunion .
But a super small one .
It's fun to see my own family here in Singapore .

"Have you ever feel the feeling of your loved ones far away from you?"
I have .

One by one, they're all coming here .
and I feel overjoyed .
They now can feel the joy and luxury here .

and it's also sad to see people commenting on me
about my race and family .
What gives them the right to comment on other people
when they don't even know their background at all .
To tell you people, even my closest friends, don't comment on me .
They understand the meaning of respect and I respect them the most for that .
It may be a big joke to some, but it never is .
The problem is, some take everything for granted .
Their family , Their friends and many more .
But they are never satisfied .
That's because some never experience the meaning for hardship .
The only hardship they know, is their gfs/bfs dumping them or
they failing their class test because of whatever shit they have .

Some may be keeping quiet everytime some people comment .
But enough is enough .
They also have the rights to express their feelings .

Oh well, what's the point?
Childish people WILL NEVER GROW UP .
So if you think you are, then changed that attitude of yours .
Before someone come and slaps you .

Lesson learnt, ignore those people .

ps. God never lets his people down. Please Take note .

BELIEVE THE IMPOSSIBLE

Not a painting , neither a drawing .
It's a realy captured photo .

Some humans are like this photo .
Do you agree with me that it's very nice to look at this photo?
However, imagine yourself being in that photo.
It may look nice, but it gives you a very cold feeling .

Just like some humans .
They are nice to be seen..
but they give you the cold feeling of
sorrow, fright, loneliness .

Why suffer when you can find another picture with better qualities?
That is good in the eyes and in the heart .

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This past few weeks hasn't been really good .
But if you look at it clearly, it makes us stronger .
There are some things that we might not like ,
but didn't we think that maybe, it's for our own good .
Believe that everything happen for a reason .
We just have to find out that reason .

People dislikes each other .
But didn't people think why they hate each other ?
Why did they start conflicts ?
Why did they start talking behind each other ?
it's PRIDE .

Sometime's we might think we are correct .
But in actual fact, no one is .
We just have to understand .
We just have to think more than usual .

Accept the fact that you're not right .
Accpet the fact that you're wrong .
Accept the fact that this world isn't yours .
Then you'll see how great life is .

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What am I babbling about ?
I just don't have something to blog about .
and I just have this idea of, " Why people fight ? "
Oh well, I'm may be wrong but it's my comment .
My blog .
Got a problem with that ?
hahaha .
That's all for today .

ps. Wish me all the best on Monday .

100 Truths .

Blog hopping and found something to kill time .
Thanks to that certain blog .
Wonder who? Die on guessing .

001. Real name → Jeichiel Castro Palomar
002. Nickname(s) → Jeichiel and only Jeichiel . Don't try the others .
003. Birthday → 10th August 1993
004. Zodiac sign → Leo.
005. Male or female → Homo. Of course, Female .
006. Elementary → Zhenghua Primary School
007. Middle School → Zhenghua Secondary School
008. University → You'll know in future :D
009. Friends → They are in my heart .
010. Hair color → Dark Brown under sunlight but black .
011. Long or short Hair → Define Long and Short Hair .
012. Loud or Quiet → Both . It's nice to have both variaties .
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone with Camera .
015. Health freak → Not really .
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink MILO . forever fan!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes. Tell you who are they .
018. Eat or Drink → Drink. People can't survive without water
019. Piercings → 1 pair
020. Tattoos → It's painful .

FIRSTS ;
023. First piercing → Ask my parents.
024. First best friend → Karla .
025. First award → When I was born . It's a great achievement to be born .
026. First crush → Believe it or not . K1
027. First pet → Puppy :D
030. First big birthday → 1 year old. I saw the photos okay!

CURRENTLY ;
049. Eating → Chocolates ; Kisses :D
050. Drinking → Water
052. I'm about to → Sleep .
053. Listening to → Good Day - Click 5 . My bro was playing it
054. Plans for today → Sleeeeep .
055. Waiting for → Waiting for things to happen .

YOUR FUTURE ;
058. Want kids? → Yes .
059. Want to get married? → I'm married . LOL . yea .
060. Careers in mind → For you to find out :D

WHICH IS BETTER ?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller. Im short already .
o72. Romantic or spontaneous → Both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice both . Nice to hug :D
074. Sensitive or loud → Both . I got variaties of friends .
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship .
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Anything you want.

HAVE YOU EVER ;
080. Lost glasses/contacts → No .
081. Ran away from home → Run away from school, YES .
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No .
083. Killed somebody → If you considered little insects somebody, YES .
084. Broken someone's heart → Ask them .
085. Been arrested → So far, HAVE NOT .
087. Cried when someone died → Yes .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ;
089. Yourself → Yes . One way to success is to believe in yourself .
090. Miracles → Yes .
091. Love at first sight → Yes, but pretty unreliable .
092. Heaven → Yes .
093. Santa Claus → In my dreams .
094. Male Nipples → Am I suppose to be horny here?
095. Kiss on the first date → Why not ?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ;
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Pretty a lot of one person .
098. Are you seriously happy with your life right now? → Yes. Since God gave it to me .
099. Do you believe in God → Yes .
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people - OK . but not tagging . LAZY !

April's Fool !

Happy April's Fool to everybody !
Hope you're the one fooling around .
Not the one being fooled .

Nothing much of a difference .
Except for the fact that I bought a new KIWI .
And Therefore, I don't have to rush so much to NPCC room to ask people to polish my boots .
and pretty much for I can do it at home already .
Isn't that great ?
Anyway, I hope we're able to change boots already .
I realised that everytime I wear shoe-laced shoes ,
The shoe-lace tend be longer and longer and longer
and I'm the cause of this problem .
They say I pull too much until it stretch .
Crap .

Another story to share .
We did ex-link replacement today .
and My ez-link photo couldn't make it .
SERIOUSLY ! I thought I got rid of my pathetic primary school photo
But ended up, it's in my ez-link .
and I'm so not going to let anyone see it .
I want my ez-link card with my secondary school photo .

Having Rifle Drill this Friday . YAY!
It's fun to throw rifles using drills you know .

I'm surviving this week .
The teachers has been very understanding and explain some things that I don't understand .
and also, postpone the exams .
THANK YOU , TEACHERS !

This time, I'm sure, It's impossible.
Wasted isn't?
Blame me, my fault .