August's Last Day

Now that You're near, Everything is different..
Every thing's so different, Lord
I know I'm not the same, my life You change
I wanna be with You, I wanna be with You

and I will sing for You always,
coz in Your presence God is where I want to stay

29 August 2009 - 30 August 2009
Seems like any different day to anyone..
But to us, it's our new life..
I for myself know where I'm going even if I die right now
I thank God for this experience
and I now fully understand that I may be or might receive rejection from my peers
but I shall not care, because God is with me

God changed everything fully ever since after June Holidays..
Many other might not like that changes, but they don't understand..

Anyway, life's been great.
Though Im pushed to my maximum by the teachers' day celebration.
Adding in my NPCC Commitment and studies..
I thought I was going to breakdown..
I am alone. I can't feel any support at all. Except for some, thanks :)
All I hear was discouragement from my the people around me..
It wasn't my worse time but it sure is one of the top 10..
It's like different...

In some way, God show me his purpose..
To let me see my real friends..
To let me see the truth..
To tell me that those things I enjoy in the past is nothing,
compared to what I'm enjoying now..

I might be feeling down at those times,
but He opened my eyes and release my hatred to those people..
I'm sorry to those people whom I hold grudges to..
You might not know but I do have grudges..
Please forgive me.

BACK TO CAMP.
Camp was -beyond words-.
I have no description of the camp.
It was like "All about God"
It's like the best you can ask for..
You know camping in heaven?
Every prayer and song, you're in heaven..
It was an extraordinary feeling..
A supernatural one.

ps. I'M NOT EMO . no way . gosh .

ROTTING ..

Yea, I know..
Blog's rotting.. See spiders around?

Love my blog song.. Again my Hillsong United..
The Lyrics and the beat is superb..

Anyway, I'm super busy.. Obvious?
Busy with school, Busy sleeping..
I officially call myself lifeless person..
Therefore, you can officially call me a lifeless person..
However, I'm happier..
I never thought simple life can make me happier..

Anyway, Teachers' Day and NCO Camp is nearer..
and planning is also on by a few councilors and Sec3 Cadets..

& I decided not to lead a stress life..
You have the power on what to do for yourself :D

Won't it turn into a happy ending?

That's it!
JCTD-Singapore 9th Year is finally over.
All those hard times.
Gosh, sure is tough.
Fridays and Saturdays are booked everytime.
But seems like I'm having more free time from this week onwards.

Anyway, life has been more complicated then it seemso to be..
I have a chance to face it, but I rathered not..
It seems to hard to face..

On the other hand,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

and I will end it here ;D